Idk if story of anyone out there is like mine but i relaly want to put it out for any suggestions

Hello everyone. Idk if story of anyone out there is like mine but i relaly want to put it out for any suggestions.

I have my final year exams around January 18, 2027. And i am planning to take step 1 before them, like in December 2026. Because if i delay it till after my proff, i will have to go through the momentum all over again. There are many many struggles that i am facing rn;

1. I am not able to get into a routine. Opening uworld blocks, even a ten questsion block makes my mind go blank. I can't stick to it

2. Earlier i started with MSK, it's anatomy sucked. I left it there. Then immuno, it felt like going nowhere too, so i left it too . Right now i am on CVS. Physio has been done upto some extent. But it also sucks. Everything is so so hard. It feels like i have never used this much brain entire my life.

Feels like mental puberty. Unlocking the brain and neuronal signals burried in dust for years.

I am in my final year, but i have been the student who passed with margin marks by mainly reading the past papers just. So i have no foundation basically at all

I am like someone studying all this for the first time (while being familiar with some things) and that too for usmle directed studying -thats what i tell my chat gpt.

3. I have made a new schedule again. It goes till the end of September. Then in oct, and November as dedicated period.

And finally a test date in December.

But I'm not satisfied with the schedule.

Will i be able to do it as scheduled? What if there are buffer days ij there or burnout days.

4. How many hours to sit and study

5. What schedule and sequence of system to follow

6. How to have the best preparation till these 3-4 months so the dedicated period is just consolidation.

7. I am looking for the best practical schedule that includes buffer days too, integrating all of that uworld, FA, lectures etc.

I have asked around many seniors, and juniors regarding guidelines..but i feel i have no direction. I feel i am too dumb for it. I am longing for completing at least one system. I have asked some questions, some are still in mind.

Could anyone have any best advices to share?