In college, a group of my girlfriends invited me out to a house party. I was never the party type, but loved drinking. Didn't do anything else. I did enjoy just quiet time and drinking with friends though 

I was hesitant about the house party - but finally got convinced to go

At the party, there were WAY more men than women, and lots of men were flirting with all the girls there... including me

I thought it was innocent flirting, which it may have been at the time. But as the night progressed, I became more and more drunk.

This guy (kinda cute tbh lol) kept asking me to go upstairs with him. He didnt say what for, but obviously I had a rough idea. I kept saying no, and that I wanted to stay with my friends

But over the course of time he kept pressuring and pressuring me. He said he just wanted to make out and that was it.

I finally agreed. As we were walking up the stairs. I noticed 2 other guys behind us walking up, but they were drinking and laughing with eachother. 

Something in my body said not to go upstairs. But I did

When we got upstairs in the room, I was kinda awkward as I've never done anything like this before. He started touching my body and pulled my hips in. I immediately noticed how strong he was

He kissed me, slipped his tongue into my mouth (which caught me off guard) and slowly started putting his hands under my shirt, touching my belly and lower back. I pulled away and said I think this was too much

At this time, the other 2 guys entered our room, closed and locked the door. 

I became scared and my voice crackling. I said something stupid along the lines of "what are you doing... my girlfriends are waiting for me"

They obviously didn't care. He told me just to be quiet and we'll be downstairs soon enough. He grabbed me, pulled me in, and took my shirt off, while the other guys quickly pulled my skirt down.

Now, I'm left in my baby blue panties and bra. The one guy took out his phone and started recording. I was beyond embarrassed, and felt hopeless. He asked if I was gonna cooperate and be a good girl 

I started crying. The camera in my face made it so much worse. They demanded i take the panties and bra off myself. But I didnt say anything. Just stood there crying. One of them took my bra and pulled it over my head

Im trying to cover my breasts as much as I can, so it wouldnt be recorded. But it was no use. They then pulled my panties off. 

He demanded i get on the bed, which i did. And ordered me to spread my legs to show off my pussy. I did not, but they then forced my legs open

The camera guy got up and close, as they started licking and playing with my pussy. I had never been eaten out before, but ngl, it felt nice.

They started stripping and made me beg to be fucked. I obviously didnt beg. One of them started slapping my face over and over then finally I said "just fuck me" but they didnt like it. "Please fuck me... please" they ordered me to say. So I said it, with a weak and soft voice

They proceeded to take turns fucking me. No condoms, nothing. While he was fucking me, then other shoved his dick in my mouth. I was defeated. 

The main guy (cute guy from earlier) asked if I wanted him to cum in me, which i panicked and started squirming and saying no. But he said good girls like a creampie and started fucking me faster and harder. The pain was too much. But he started to slow down, and then i felt his warm cum inside me..I started swearing at him, and even slapped him, but then his friend started fucking my pussy too. 

It felt like hours (but probably only 15 mins?) But all 3 ended up cumming in me. 

"Now before we go, I need you to do something" he said. I angrily said "what"

He said....

Beg us for round 2.

I started crying again, but after a few hard slaps, I said "please fuck me again"

Which they did.... and hard. This time, instead of cumming in me, all 3 came in my mouth and forced me to swallow.

Anyways, long story short... I was raped by 3 men at a house party, but never told my friends cause I didnt want word getting out. I was too embarrassed to tell my family

And truth be told... at the time, I was angry, embarrassed, and helpless... 

But now... I wish I could see those 3 again. They turned me into a complete whore that night. Ive been craving a good raping ever since

I was forced to lose my virginity