Encouragement!

I hope everyone is doing well and holding up well in this fight with change. I just want to thank everyone in the group that post and comment on what they are going through. It helps those of us that are still on the fence, or struggling with the lies we tell ourselves about weed. I’m currently on day 5 or something like that, not really trying to count the days. I will say this though, I am more committed than ever this time. I can’t live with letting my GOD or the family that I have been blessed with down. Just because things are going fine or even great does not mean that the weed isn’t doing any damage. It took me to realize that the things I want to do in life, I can’t do being a damn weed head. I desire to be a role model in my family, to be a great father and husband, a leader in my community that works with kids teaching life skills and lessons. I believe for me the weed made me choose between being comfortable now vs me challenging myself in finding purpose and living a life I was put here to live.

I pray you all realize you have inner strength to do anything you truly commit to. Every failure is a chance to start over and do better. Hope this helped someone in the group.

Excuse any grammar and punctuation errors, I am using voice to text.