Currently relapsing

Last week I swore I was done. It felt good at first to give it up, like I was taking control of my life maybe. But it’s so empty without gooning and edging and leaking… like, what else is as deep? Even really good sex in real life is like, not even as intense and addicting as edging to all the perverted things on here. I’m just giving in. Stroking and edging and leaking and melting my brain is all I’m good for