Tonight....

Yesterday was great. In face that was the most fun I've had in a while. We all cooked together, laughed together, watched movies and played card games and I thought about you a few times. My best friend even asked how I was doing with everything that's been going on and I cried opening up again and I cried. Then this morning we went on a mini road trip and that was fun. We made plans to go camping at the beach for 3 days and I'm super excited. I listened to music and I thought about you.

Having to let go has been so painful.

Now I'm sitting here