Im an angry mom

Im a SAHM and im TIRED. Im always angry. I have a 1 and a 3 year old.

A lot of times now my kids are either fighting each other or climbing on me when I'm just trying to breathe and im not sure how to be truly happy. I have no real balance. I feel like I am nothing outside of being a mom. I yell quite a bit and I dont need anyone to tell me how damaging it is. I already know and im ashamed about it.

I love them. They are my world. I mean seriously I wouldn't know what to do without them and they love me so much too and I feel it everyday. Im just tired. They deserve so much better than me and I dont even know how to give them that! 💔

Even when I do go out, my youngest daughter usually cries the whole time making it hard for me to be away for long. Sometimes she cries the whole time even when I leave her with my husband. Her own papa.

My husband helps me A LOT and im so grateful for him but im still drained because I am literally in mom mode almost 24/7.

I don't know I guess I just need to vent. Thank you for reading this far if you did.