I’m genuinely disgusted with myself

I don’t feel comfortable with myself anymore. I’m in a constant state of rage to everyone and feel so negative all the time. Compliments stopped hitting the way they used to, my self esteem is at its lowest, and I feel like everyone hates me. I can’t stand myself and no matter what I do it doesn’t get better. I’ve tried therapy, coping skills, self discipline, confidence building, and all the above but nothings working.
I want it all to stop.