You're DA? Well come on down! Your the next contestant to completely fuck up my life!

I now understand why I attract dismissive avoidants and why I take their abuse. Both of my parents and sister. Surrounded by them my entire life, it feels normal.

It shouldn't, it's so toxic and I'm done with emotionally unavailable people. I'm done with liars and completely fake people. I'm tired of people using my kindness against me. Taking advantage of me and using me.

You've fucked me up physically, mentally, and most importantly, emotionally. I didn't deserve this.