almost free from needing to sell content! here is what i learned during my 1.5 month experience

sometime in april i got really desperate and depressed. i needed a way to make money and fast! so i did the thing every guy told me i’d succeed in! selling my body online. and i did just that. i want to give advice to all the other girls out there especially young girls. it isn’t easy. it’s mentally draining and taxing. it keeps u up at night, it’s harder to face ur family especially if there is a stigma around sex let alone selling sex. for any guy who thinks its just easy money! it isn’t. it’s genuine blood sweat and tears and u go thru a lot of mental gymnastics doing this. would i recommend this? of course not but the brutal fact about life is that money keeps things going and helps ur life become easier! i was able to book my first ever vacation along with buy myself things i would never have budgeted with my 9-5 alone! it has helped me in many ways. u put absolutely no money towards it versus other fast money apps like doordash/uber eats. it has changed the person i am and i watched myself transform into something i never imagined. even when i had enough i became desperate and greedy i wanted more and more! doing whatever it takes. so take it easy if you feel urself detaching and changing. take a break please!