I can’t go pro.

I’m 15 with high functioning autism and terrible coordination I have good tactical ability tbh but that’s literally it I can’t socialize I can’t dribble I can’t control on the ground and I have a fast metabolism.I’ve been playing for 7 months and just turned 15 I’ve never done dribbling because Ik I absolutely can’t, I do believe if I stick with a training plan I created I can go pro but I’m simply inconsistent and feel like God is telling me I can’t.I’m thinking of simply focusing on my future as a lawyer or different standard job (since we’ll I’m a teenager obviously I don’t know wether it’s possible) and if anyone has advice motivation or simply personal experiences I would like to hear it.