Porn Goddess has infected me and after a long battle, I'm relapsing for her, and cheating on my girlfriend for gooning.

To preface, I've never made a post on Reddit before, let alone one like this. But mistress porn has compelled me to.

It was several years ago now that porn first revealed her beauty to me. Ironically, I was one of the latest of my peers to find it. When everyone else was watching it, I didn't get it. I thought it was gross. But eventually, she wormed her way into my brain and I quickly understood that I had a fetish for deepening my own addiction.

Fast forward several years and I have a girlfriend of about a year. I haven't watched porn in a long time because we live together. But recently my girlfriend went away for a week and I thought I'd dip my toe back in the water. How much harm could it do right? Just a couple of videos...

Well several long days of gooning later and here I am: Completely re-addicted and realising how much better porn is than anything in the world - including my gf. I just felt compelled to share this. To fall deeper into my addiction by posting in a gooning community. I'm jerking myself off right this moment. I've been so close for so long and if I just came I would stop this. Realise how wrong and fucked up this is and stop before I go too far...

But the gooner tranced version of me won't let me finish. Won't let me break free. No. I serve porn now. I just needed to get that off my chest. I hope people respond to this. I want you all to tell me how depraved I am. How wrong what I'm doing is. And why that makes it so much better...

Praise be Porn.