Getting turned on thinking about college

Okay so this is something that I do feel quite bad about but it always turns me on so much when I think about it. So my first few years of college were kind of wild because I didn't drink or do anything crazy prior. My group was rather large and we would always meet in someone's suite to pregame for "thirsty Thursdays." One of my first ever friends in the group always had a crush on me but early on I had been dating a different guy in the group. Anyways, he had found a girlfriend and they had probably been dating about a year. Fast forward to junior year ??? ( think i graduated like 7 years ago), and we are all drinking before finding a party in his suite. His girlfriend drank way too much too quickly and ended up super wasted. I was trying to help her while she was over the toilet but she ended up wanting to be left alone. I go back out trying to get him to help and he starts rubbing up on me. I kinda push him away but one thing led to another and we are full on making out and he's fingering me at this point while his poor girl is puking. He started rubbing himself on my through my leggings but I was too scared to go further lol.

Another time we all went back to his then apartment after the bar to keep going and hang out. Everyone else ended up going home and he said he would give me a ride. We were listening to music on his bed and he ended up convincing me to suck his dick and he absolutely destroyed me.

He's still with his now wife, I get messages every couple months but don't respond. Can't say it's not tempting but I have some morals lol.

Conclusion: I was briefly a whore in college