Certified Shower Pisser

I can't mess or wet my diapers right now because of a procedure I had a month ago that I still haven't healed from. It's been devastating, especially since I have to be diapered most of the time for other reasons. It's tempting. I love the feeling of a squishy warm diaper between my legs. Since I can't have that, I've taken to peeing on myself in the shower just so I can wet myself like the baby the cult wants me to be. It's fun to feel it run down my legs and between my toes, and it almost makes me feel as little as when I can wet my diapers.