Idek anymore

My skin is too small and dry bro. I miss when I used to be a whaleshark/the whaleshark part of my soul. It seems to have gone except it leaves behind discomfort and pain with my skin. It hurts so bad if I don't do anything to deal with it and there is no long term solution, just drink water and dip your hands in. It might have been lonely but at least I was free from this.