[M4M] I really wanna Top [or sub for] my asshole Dad in a twisted, romance-y, smutty longterm RP.

I tend to ramble and get way too much into "unnecessary" details, fair warning, but I think the title is pretty clear. All Characters are 18+.

The baseline for the story I want to play out is the following:

You are my father. Technically, because you certainly didn't really act like one. When I was little I barely saw you, either being at work or in your office at home. When we did do stuff as family, it always ended in a fight. We never got along, but noone could claim I didn't try. And try. And try again. Only to keep being disappointed or straight up pushed away.
A few years later you and mom divorced, leaving me with her. From that point onwards, I saw even less of you. Year by year we had less contact. Then we had no contact. By now, I haven't heard a word from you in the past 6 years.
I don't even know if you're still in the country. You could have an entirely new family by now and I wouldn't know.
But then something happened. You came back. You reached out to me and tried to reestablish contact.

What happens then is up to you, since there's two ways this story could go: One where the Dad ends up as the Top and one where the Dad ends up as the Bottom. Which one it is, is for you to decide.

Depending on which one you want to be, I have some ideas/soft-requirements for both of the versions:
-If you want to be the Sub Dad, I do not care about your bodytype at all really, you can be whoever. I DO however want to include some form of feminization in this version.
A way for dad to either repent for his past mistreatment of me or show his newfound devotion towards his son.

-Should you want to be a Dom Dad, I DO care about your bodytype. I want the dom dad to be tall, chubby/fat, hairy, musky (but not unhygienic) and with fat balls and a fat cock(-head). How you want to play this character personality-wise is again up to you.

Regarding MY character, I will be playing as my Character Alex. He is 28, about 6'2/185cm, has wavy brown hair that drapes over his shoulders a bit and is a bit of a chubby bear-type.

I am more than happy to brainstorm certain details together with you, if you'd like that!
I hope I didn't forget anything important, if I did, woops. If you have any questions, shoot me a DM!

Some of my kinks: Cock + Ball Worship, Breastplay/-growth, Public Play, Breeding/Impregnation, Interracial, Transformations, Domestic servitude, Praise, Nursing, M-Preg, Musk, Oral fixations, Cum diet, Breastfeeding, Lactation, BBWs, Chubby men, Cheating/Cuckold, Body Modification (Piercings, Tattoos), Milfs, Dilfs, Crossdressing, Femboys, Sissys, Porn Logic, Lighthearted Fun, Anal, Size difference, and a bunch more!

My hard limits are: Scat, Gore, Vore, Violence, Non-Con, Snuff, Diapers, Puke.