I got baptised for the wrong reasons and I know im going to hell

I won't go into to much detail about the situation but I was a year plus into the faith when I got baptised. I got baptised just so it wouldn't be used against me anymore and lied the whole way thru when asking me why I was doing it( I know enough about the faith to pass all the speech checks and read the bible). I knew it was wrong and as I got into the water and it's made drift farther and farther from god. This was the one promise I made to God early on about and I broke and it feels like I'm destined to got to hell no matter what now. I feel like it's hopeless even trying again and dont really even know what to do. I've almost come to accept my faith. Idk what else to say I did it for validation of people while throwing God to the wayside.