its hopeless! but i like him anyway

been talking with this guy for a few months now online, not too frequently but just picked it back up again

hes awesome ; funny, silly, understanding (at times)

but he also sucks at responding + we never talk too deeply about anything

i cant get a read on him ever!! actual definition of nonchalant

cant tell if hes with someone , if hes not into commitment , what he even sees me as bc of the painfully reddit way we started interacting

and of course ive caught a crush 🤣🤣🤣

i know its doomed but just wanted to put this out into the world

ill enjoy whatever we have in the meantime <3