[M4F] - My wife/girlfriend hates how hot, bothered, and aroused she gets through her tears when I'm doing the most filthy things to her while telling

It brings you to tears. Tears of shame and humiliation at how your body and libido betray you when I do dirty disgusting things to women that I meet out, then come home and tell you about it. You turn your panties into wet, stained trophies of your uncontrolled and unwanted desire. Your cunt twitches and cums as I fill you up and do the same things to you that I did to them. Sometimes I don't even bother to shower first, I just come straight home and use you still reeking of their body and holes.

Through your pain and sadness you are desperate to be the only one I use. You keep telling yourself if you do more, take it harder, get more disgusting, I'll stop cheating and be devoted to you. The hope of it makes you orgasm over and over even though I know I'll never change. I love watching you debase and hate yourself for me.