I keep trying but i don’t see a point

I don’t see a genuine point of continuing i already lived past the age i thought i would be gone by and nothing has ever improved for me im unlucky and just suck at everything i now have medical debt so i feel at this point i might as well be done i mean it would make my families life worse for a bit but i feel they would recover and be much happier i don’t even know why i’m here it’s so pathetic of me