34 [M4F] #Lakeview - Looking for a sweet and gentle domme/mommy to be their toy / doll.

Good evening! Hope you're doing well. For a while now I've been looking to explore my sub side, and while I have found some minor success, it hasn't exactly been what I'm looking for, or it hasn't really gotten me anywhere close to being in enough of that space. I'm definitely not comfortable enough to call myself anywhere close to experienced as a sub. So essentially I'm looking for a domme / mommy that wants to imprint her kinks into a willing subby boy to be her toy / doll.

Which is essentially it for the most part. I'm pretty open to trying new things, and probably won't protest at trying something, even if it's not my cup or tea. We can talk more about specifics if we chat but overall I'm mainly only looking for two things.

The first, as I mentioned, being a sweet and gentle domme / mommy. I don't want to be degraded, I don't want to be put down, I don't want humiliation. That stuff isn't for me at all, hard limit. I want all the affection and sweetness. That said I'm good with embarrassment, or more overly saccharin or sassy comments, as long as they take on a positive spin.

The second big thing is while I want all that sweetness and affection that I mentioned, I also want to be manhandled, milked, used, pinned down, 'forced' to do things. Obeying orders is nice but having 'no choice' is great too. Especially when affection and praise is added in. All this is obviously after discussion and consent being given.

Again I'm pretty open in terms of kink and am posting this to explore being a sub. Hopefilly to find out what I like, dislike, what my limits are, and to try things that I might not seek out on my own volition. Also while I mentioned not wanting degrdation and humiliation, I am good with the kinks that usually have negative slants to them. Things like feminization or other usually negatively / degradingly aspected kinks that you see in the community. Essentially, s long as you're positive about it I'm fine with trying if you like a specific thing. An example of this would be something like: "look how pretty you look" instead of the usual "sissy" or other stuff like that, with the example above. Though that's just an example. I'm more about trying things you want, so think of me as a doll for you to play with. We can discuss what you'd like / specifics if we start chatting privately.

Anyway I think that's it for now, if this sounds like something you'd be into, please do feel free to reach out. I'm also happy to answer any questions you may have. Hope to hear from you!