does anyone else feel really weird about this tour?

just seeing clips and pics from last night, i feel rlly sick.. as a former fan its so weird seeing her like this in motion especially when you compare it to the swt tour where she was full of energy and healthier. idk if im crazy but it looks like she’s gotten skinnier as well compared to last year. i know this is a snark page and trust i have shared my hatred towards her actions on here before but her looking like this touring in front of millions of fans, + them denying her illness genuinely isn’t okay and she can’t just ignore our concerns like this. i wish she or someone from her team would just speak up about it.