I give up, my life is over

I just quit at this point. There’s no way out of this. I’ve been having a lot of car issues in the past three months. I was able to finally get them all fixed I thought, with the help of my roommate who helped me financially. *Now a check engine light is flashing. I cleared the code. It came back, it’s a knock sensor code. I’m upside down on that car, I’ve been having to use it to do DoorDash and Uber to live. Now I have to fight with the dealership probably, because there’s a recall on the part and the engine. I know that’s gonna be trying as hell, to even get them to do it. Either way I’m gonna be without a vehicle probably for a couple months.

I have literally like eight dollars to my name, I’ve got a mountain of billls, plus my roommates moving like within the next month or so. So I’m probably gonna be carless and homeless, unless some miracle happens. I might just tell my credit union to come take the car, and I should just face the fact that I’m gonna have to live in the street and end up just dying probably within the next year or so. I don’t have any friends or relatives that give a crap about me. There is literally no point for me to even be alive.