F off June

It’s my first year without my dad. He passed suddenly in August at 54. I’m 26 preparing for the first Father’s Day without him. Dear God, if I see one more unsolicited Father’s Day advertisement or commercial or whatever I’m gonna flip out.

I’m angry that he’s not here. I’m sad and devastated that I don’t get to celebrate with him. And I get to write the rules of my grief. I will celebrate him how I decide. I will most likely eat teriyaki and red velvet (his favorites) and maybe watch a Harry Potter movie (our favorites since I was little little).

Anyways just my thoughts. Just ranting. It’s salt in an open wound that makes me really angry and really sad.