I don't want to grow old and I'm afraid of it.

I am 22 years old, I am a man. And the first signs of aging have already begun: the eyes are tired, wrinkles appear around the eyes, some more bruises in the eye area near the nose, a nasolabial fold has appeared, rosacea (so it seems to me) has appeared, the skin of the face is less elastic. Why am I doing this? I'm only 22 years old. By all rights, at the age of 22, this should not happen yet. I feel terrible. He's been kind of angry since the beginning of the day. It's all about looks.