theatre

everytime i don’t get a big role in a musical, i’m not usually that upset or jealous, but this time i am. i’m greatful of course, but i just feel a lot more upset and jealous this time. i’m cinderellas dead mom in into the woods

i’m not trying to be ungrateful, i just wish i could be as good as the people who did get leads. i wanna be on stage for longer periods of time, i want a song all to myself where nobody else sings. i’m so proud of my castmates who did get leads, and i won’t express my jealousy to them because i don’t want to be an asshole. they deserve their roles. i just want to be as good as them, i wish i was

i don’t want to feel upset about this, i’m glad to do a show again. i wish i wasn’t upset