To be honest I am a coward and run away from problems at work instead of facing them and end up taking too many leaves.

I work at this company and it's been almost 2 years now I joined here as a fresher. From day 1 the expectations were very high (as we all know the current state of IT) but I tried my best for peanut salary. All this time I was waiting for my 2 year bond to get over. Because of never ending expectations and work I started becoming stressed and felt burnout to such an extent I started taking too many leaves 4 - 5 every month (I don't really know if that's considered too many). Next month my bond will be over and I am desperate to leave this job. But I am scared if I will get any job after resigning. Somedays I feel I don't care if I have any backup I just want to quit this job. I am a mediocre guy in this field not completely bad, sometimes I think I should just quit IT and do something else. But I don't know what that "else" is!

Nowadays I am just posting my frustrations on reddit because that's the only thing I am good at.

I don't really know where the problem lies is it the job or me?