friendship breakups

ang hirap pala ng friendship breakup no. the lesson i learned is to never extend yourself too much just to be labeled as the good friend kasi nauubos ka rin pala and kung wala sila sa trying times mo you question your own worth.

very loyal akong kaibigan and yung mga friends ko i treat them as my own family pero hirap pala kung hindi kayo same ng treatment sa friendship kasi mabilis kang mapalitan. the moment na narealize ko na ay friend out of convenience na ako and stop accommodating their needs, yun nawala yung connection namin.

but it's time to move forward. and to let go. yung taong akala mo magiging friend mo for the rest of your life seasonal lang pala. and it's ok. you can't be around someone na lagi mong ikiquestion self worth mo. choose people who choose you.

someday I'll also find my own person. hindi yung sasabihan akong too much or hindi yung iiwanan ako sa ere pag nakahanap na sila ng mas magandang kaibigan. i have no regrets that i have been friends with these people but i also won't value myself less just because i was mispositioned in their life. makakahanap din ako ng kaibigan na hindi ko kailangan magbigay too much to make the friendship going.

and I'll wait for it to happen. now I'll sit with the feeling and move forward. there's so much more to be grateful than a friend losing interest in you. marami pa akong makikilalang tao. it's not the end of the world.