Feelings for my mom

So I (23f) recently moved back in with my mom(42) and little brother about 2 months ago. I did this to help my mom out with bills and to assist with my brother who has autism. Well right now we live in a tiny 2 bed 1 bath apartment. So my mom and I share a room and a bed.

Well we both tend to get hot at night when we sleep so we both either sleep naked or just in our panties. We also sleep under our own covers. But lately I’ve been noticing my mom a bit more. Usually when we’re getting ready for bed and she comes into the room after her shower in just the towel. Shortly after drying she’ll be naked and I can’t help but think of how it would be to grab her boobs or maybe eat her out or have her eat me out. Or to be breastfed by her 😅 anyways not sure what to do and idk why I’m having these feelings never been attracted to another woman until this. Currently I’m seeking out other women or couples to explore that so I don’t ruin my relationship with my mom but I’m really tempted to try.