My mother hates me

I f(18) don’t like my mother and I don’t think she’s a good person
As a child I went to hug her and she pushed me away violently ( I’ve never hugged her again) she’s never complimented me before, her friend was complimenting my hair to her and she was dead silent, I have to beg her to buy me basic hygiene products, when she came back from a work trip I went to her and she gave me bags to take inside, my older sister went to her and she hugged her, she insults me over simple things to the point my father has to make her apologize, she calls me stupid over simple things, she doesn’t buy me clothes if she does they’re second hand and never fit, she doesn’t ask me anything about myself when she speaks to me she just sends me or asks about my siblings or my father. She’s never wished me happy birthday before, and tries her best not to be seen with me in public, I had to grow up without a mother and I don’t plan on speaking to her ever again when I move out being called insults and stupid by your own parent is very degrading and no I’m not overreacting