Not asking for help. Just need to say that this is so difficult.

I’m seeing a doctor. Got a blood draw last week. I’m currently on progesterone. Tried testosterone but it made me breakout in cystic acne.

I read all of these posts, and I love you all for being so supportive towards each other.

I’m just…. Over it? It’s soooooooo frustrating! I’m doing all of things, and still I feel like garbage. I’m gaining weight, I can’t sleep, my anxiety and overthinking are insane. My fuse isn’t short, but my brain activity is! My joints are gone, my muscles ache, and I have no libido. Currently going through a divorce too, after 26 years together.

Does it get better??? Is this it?! Will I ever feel at home in this body again??