Hotel night with buzzed guy

So I posted this earlier somewhere on reddit and deleted it. But I had this fucked up hotel evening with a guy I had had a crush on for months. All I had of him were these 2 pictures but his expression and looks were hot to me. I met him at the door of his hotel room, actually he popped out to meet me and he was not what I expected. Less cute, different voice than I imagined, and insecure. I felt obligated so had sex with him and it felt like homework. Talking to him I felt like he was high or buzzed and I kept calling him out on it and he kept denying it. He was fun afterwards, trying to get me to stay the night and kissing me in the hottest way, holding me back from kissing him with his hands tight in my hair. But despite his whining, I left. I didnt want to spend the night with a stranger I had just had not great sex with. He texted me the next morning seeing if I wanted to see him again and I guess I was too flippant. I think at the time it was fresh in my mind so I probably didn't reply eagerly. Then days later I remembered how he kissed me and texted him to let me know of he wanted to hang out again and got back Will do!

Wtf