I need someone to care about me

It is sellfish, but world took so much from me. Never had true love, family, support, first friend appeared when I was 14. Therapy is okey, but they don't care about me. Their job is to listen. So they listen. If they could they would ask me to go and never return.

No matter where I look, I see people have everything I don't. Love, family and friends. I tried to make friends, but for many reasons they didn't survive long.

I don't have GF, as I don't have much to become BF. I have only honesty and big knowledge about various stuff. My intrests are also men-dominated.

I don't smoke, no drugs, not even p*rn. There are no big health problems.

But I want love and validation so much. I just want to hear loving words everyday.

It is bad seen in modern world, but I need married,later family life so much.