We graduated!! But now I cant sleep at home 😭

Its been a whole 8 weeks in the NICU & we finally graduated at 38 weeks exact today!

Now that we’re home. Every sound he makes, im up. I dont actually fall asleep. My eyes are just closed but Im peaking every 10 minutes it seems like because hes quiet and my brain is telling me to make sure hes okay. Ive been up for almost 24 hours now and I have a massive headache, but I cant sleep 😭😭😭