I'm broken

I don't care how upset my family will be, I don't care how horrified my one good friend will be, I don't care how long it's gonna take them all to scrape me off the ground either. I don't care that I'm young. I don't care that I have a chance. I don't care that I'm missing out. I don't care about hell or heaven. I don't care. They won't get a note and they won't get closure and they won't get me, and I don't fucking care.