I’m sorry for being human

I make mistakes, that’s human nature. But I am a good man and I was raised right. I don’t cheat or lie like 98% of men do. I stay truly devoted to a relationship with everything in me. I always make things right. I learn from my mistakes and become a better man because of it. But I can’t do that if I’m not given a chance. Every relationship that lasts a long time requires a LOT of forgiveness. If you find someone else, I promise they will make mistakes and hurt your feelings. They may also cheat on you and lie to you. If you’re not willing to forgive and allow a chance to make things up to you, then you’ll never be in a relationship that lasts as long as your parents, or mine. We only get so long to live and I’d rather work things out a million times with one person than move on to the next person when a mistake is made. Yes I hurt you and I feel so hurt because of it. But what hurts even worse is that you promised me we would always work things through no matter how hard they got and you promised we’d always talk about our issues and you said you’d never leave me. I said those things too and I meant them. If roles were reversed and you were the one that hurt me, I would’ve stayed and made sure you knew how I felt, but I would’ve made sure you knew that I still loved you and wanted to make things work. I promise you that no relationship is without its scars. Can we please just let this be a scar? Let me make things up to you? Even if it means restarting over completely. I’ve been devoted to this relationship since the moment I asked you to be my girlfriend. There aren’t many guys at all that’ll do what I will to make a relationship work. There’s no one that can love you the way I can. Go ahead and focus on your mental health. I pray for you every night with everything you go through. But once you’re feeling a bit better. Come back and fulfill your promise to me to work things out. We’ll be better for it and have a healthier and stronger relationship. You can always reach out to me, I’ll pick up day or night