First time/practice

Kinda embarrassed doing this but I kinda just want help with practice or even just advice I’ve never really done proper hookups and I’m starting to get to a point where I do want to start dating but I’m also pretty scared too just cause of what the hookup culture kinda is now and it’s now pretty normal to hookup in the first date and I want I guess know what to do or atleast have a little experience of what I’m doing and not let them down or blow it cause I don’t know how to kiss

Im a semi professional runner so I don’t really get to go out and get the I guess opportunities you get from going out to clubs or bars, I’m pretty awkward at first but also pretty talkative once I get past that awkward first 10-15mins I’m 6,0 black hair hazel eyes but just ask in private message if you wanna see a photo of me I don’t care what age just looking for someone who’s kind and patient and who’ll make me feel comfortable and not judge me
I’m also more then happy to get to know each other or talk for a while first I’m in no rush to go straight into it

I do want to atleast know how to kiss cause I don’t wanna be a shit kisser you know? but also learn whatever you think I need to in terms of what’s important to women when doing sexual intimacy, in short answer I’m happy to try anything that might be important to improve intimacy in a relationship

Most likely won’t be able to host but got my license and a car so can come to you or meet somewhere