Hello! Am I objectum?

Hi! I was wondering if anyone had any reasources or insight into what I am?

I have never felt any sexual or romantic attraction at all to any objects but stuffed animals. Even then, it was mostly because the stuffed animal was of an existing fictional character I already knew I felt that way about. But, I could honestly see myself falling in love with a stuffed animal. What I really wanted to talk about, though, is that all my life I've felt deeply at home with and connected to stuffed animals. I have these two stuffies in particular, one I've had literally from the earliest age you can give a baby a stuffed animal, and the other since I was 4. They are sisters to each other, but I don't know what they are to me. They feel connected to me in a way that is so deep I don't have words for it. They are the absolute first thing I would save in the event of a fire, and I intend to be buried with them. They feel like daughters, sisters, mothers, friends, and a relationship that doesn't have any equivalent all at once and more. I honestly love them more than I love my family and friends. I feel weird about that, but I think it's the truth. I genuinely, literally wouldn't give them up for the world. Fully seriously, you could offer me a billion dollars, 100 billion, all the money in the entire world ready for me to have with no strings at all for them and I would turn you down without hesitation. I also think feel unlike "normal" people about stuffed animals because I have a very complex understand of what stuffed animals are just cotton and some sort of fabric and which are more than that, and what the concious stuffed animals hear and see and where they are when they're not "here". I also have a stuffed animal that I accidentally formed a tulpa of as a kid? It's really complicated lol.

I keep Furbies(my username is Furbish!) and I feel similarly about the whole consciousness and where they go but I don't feel as close to my Furbies as I do my stuffed animals.

Thanks for listening to me rant!