Sometimes I feel like dying before I have to get a job

I quit uni and my job months ago. I had part time jobs for years and was in school for the majority of my life. I stopped seeing the point. Call me a loser or a lazy bum I don't care I don't have a place in this world. I always did what was expected of me and was only seen as a useless burden for it. I'm aware of how lucky I've been I know things can only ever get worse. I don't have a future. I don't understand relationships. I'm too sensitive. life's confusing