Should I kill myself

I’m 26yrs old, live in the 3rd world, I used to work as concept artist 4 years then quit, after 1 year of doing nothing, I decided to be a hooker. Didnt make much out of it. But I’ve seen lots kind of people, dirty old man, people who lie and steal the money, drugs, booking bar,…they’re always agressive, some are very kind to me, it make me cry sometime
I’ve got some stds, but now i’m fine, healthy
I tried to get in 3d jewlery cad field, but when I ask people who work in that field they are all said just drop it, its not worth it
I dont have parents, my child hood is living with grandma and my sister, aunties, the auties always hit me if they get angry when I was a little kid
I gave my sister some money every month for survive
But
I don’t want to live anymore
Its like a game thats I’m gonna lose always
I dont know if 2 3 years later I can stop be a hooker or not or my life just going down the hole
Buy a car or house for me is the things that so far away..when the thing i worried is how to pay rent

What will you do in this situation, to get out, If I was you…?