F4A Fake Orgasms Are My New Orgasms

I think I’ve decided to donate my relief.
Who wants to take it from me?
It’s my 6 day denied and I’m really horny

This ideas makes my brain melt down

“Good girl. You can go back to touching yourself and when I say, you’re going to beg me to let you fake it, and you’re going to cum for me in that special way?”

I wanted to sob

I was going to be denied for yet another night, and to make things worse, I was going to be made to fake it instead. But I’m a good girl, so when he told me to, I arched my back, let my body shake, and acted out the most pathetic fake orgasm of my life

Then came the praise.
“That’s a good girl. I bet that felt amazing, huh? See? You’re so cute I couldn’t help but spoil you a little and let you cum.”

And somehow, hearing that was almost worse

I thanked him like a proper good girl should while he pointed out what a mess I was and insisted that I’d gotten exactly what I wanted.

The part that really got to me was hearing myself say things like, “I’m going to cum!” while knowing I wasn’t actually getting there.

A long edging countdown leading into a fake orgasm sounds deliciously cruel

Get incredibly close. Arch your back. Curl your toes. Let your legs shake. Moan like you’ve finally been given what you’ve been begging for.

And then… don’t.
Just pretend.
I want permission to have a fake orgasm.

I want to get so close that I can barely think, then be told to act like I’m cumming without actually going over the edge. To shake, squirm, whine, and perform it perfectly while still being denied what I really want.

For some reason, it’s incredibly intense emotionally.

It leaves me frustrated, needy, and completely obsessed with the idea.

Maybe the cruelest part is being told afterward that I actually did cum

That I’m just being silly and forgetful
That I already got my relief
That’s is the relief that I deserve and can get

And every time I ask again because I’m desperate and horny, being reminded:

“You already had one of your special orgasms. You don’t need another one so soon.”

That melts my brain and make my pussy leaks so bad…

Kinks: Denial, orgasm control, fake orgasms, edging, mind games, gaslighting fantasies, teasing, praise, inferiority, misogyny

Limits: No photos, no videos, no blood, no scat, no anal, no real-life