Hate myself

I’m what you might call a nice guy, quote unquote. Soft as a marshmallow. I’m an ugly man, and I often do things that don't fit my character. For example, I smoke weed not to be cool, but because I feel lonely, hate myself, and sometimes need sleep. I use an app where I'm sometimes called ugly. It feels like I have to try with women, but they never come to me. Some of them tell my friends for me to approach them, but I always see the same ones rushing to someone else—they have a different energy. If you’re a guy like me, you'd stop trying. I stopped trying to talk to women. Now, everyone who thinks I’m ugly and weird also thinks I’m gay because I don’t talk to them. If I had a dollar for every time a woman rejected or disgusted me, I’d probably be a billionaire.

You would probably know my name by now. But being too nice and from the suburbs is a turn-off, and that's 100% the women I talk to. I'm a lonely, ugly piece of shit who women don't want to be with. Just say ew. Also, I smoke weed. I’m too weird for society. I'm too ugly, boring, weird, and weak for women. I'm useless if I'm not at a computer. When I smoke, it makes me feel good. I'm calmer. Anytime someone sees me smoking and not saving the world, they say Be yourself. I think of me beating my meat in front of them because that's who I am, probably will do it after writing this 😂.

Honestly if you were a weak inexperienced peice of ugly shit we’re all people tell you try to live your life based on how they see you not a conversation just about you and how damaged you are they keep going after you tell to shut up you mention focus on you like I can’t have the conversation cause of lack of I really wish all women were just mean if I’m ugly and she the type to say I would never fuck you just be mean no need to be nice I’m sick of some women being nice those the dumb ones who that want to put you The friend zone like a your a cuck anyways like let me show someone I don’t want how I want to be handled just be mean I mean really I think I only got that when I called a woman beautiful on this app and her friends were offended all sudden I’m a ugly creep after being called that I was upset I broke my phone cause I had a mental breakdown and went to the hospital because I can’t take it. I'm soft