How can i accept Judaism?

Its clear to see that as of the modern times zionism and ethnocentrism has promoted my distaste in isreal and followers of the talmud as they are committing genocide as has been done to their ancestors. Along with that ive also learned of mitzvah bpeh and other religious practices in Judaism that simply should result in jail time. I myself have and know many people who have denounced their religions, i see no reason to still practice this religion when its rulings are being used to murder innocent children.

It seems like there is no excuse for what im seeing and i would appreciate an explanation, thank you and i apologize for any ignorance (i am just a human after all)