TW: has alotta trauma and bs. I want to rant but the lore is soo long

I don't even know if I can rant or just cry but what's worse is I haven't cried in ages. 😭😭. Life keeps testing me hitting me w bs i don't want to go thru making me want to end it ofc i wouldn't cuz that could never be me. But yea I don't want to; WANT to end this i haven't even starting LIVING get I haven't even seen the world I haven't gone thru experience good or bad I haven't gone thru more adult bs. But yea. Oh well. If anyone's bored I'll tell u the lore it's long. Lmfao

Bits of the lore:

Abusive father used to be alcoholic stopped recently

Pathalogically lying mum(love her tho it's not her fault she developed it as a coping mech)

People dying

Feeling suffocated and tied down to everything

Adults acting like kids

Sa stories...

There's alot more. Lol

Always having to stay strong and hold it together cuz who else will people around me lean on no matter how bad life is or how horrible I'm feeling or what's happened to me if there's something wrong with someone I'll be there.

Ps: if anyone wants to talk abt anything hit me up I'll always listen.