What Do I Do?

I am a Preschool special education teacher in a large district. I have been teaching in my program for 9 years and was an IA in the same program (at different schools) for 7 years before then. I just found out that I have been non-renewed because there’s an issue with my license and I won’t be able to get it fixed in time. Part of it is my fault, but I feel like after 9 years, they should’ve said something before now. I have had the worst year ever personally and am feeling so done and burned out. I am absolutely exhausted. What can I do? I have no savings because of the year from hell I’ve had, so I don’t even know what to do about things like rent.