I’m going to fucking explode

Literally I am so mad i genuinely feel like exploding. Call me childish, I don’t care. Essentially what occurred was I had recently found out that my fucking dad deleted ALL OF HIS FUCKING FACEBOOK POSTS for the sake of being “private” okay cool, no big deal right? WRONG ALL OF THOSE PHOTOS WERE LITERALLY ME. ME. ME. me when i was a small child, he literally vlogged my life from when i was a baby. Videos. Photos. Lives. Selfies. You name it. I literally just fucking bursted crying because those images and videos were so sentimental to me and i genuinely feel like crying every-time i think about it. And before anyone tries to tell me to just “recover” them - trust me I did EVERYTHING possible. I even contacted Facebook myself and they essentially said it was out of their control because it’s been over 30 days meaning they are PERMANENTLY DELETED. I’m going to actually actually actually die