[t4b] (M4fb) Your First Grindr date

You weren’t really supposed to go through with this. This was meant to stay a secret. Not just the app or the messages, all of it. That softer side of you that you keep tucked away most of the time. The one that only really shows up when you’re alone. Online, it felt safer. Easier to be a little more honest, even if you still held back. A few clever angled photos, cute outfits… and you could always go back to pretending that this side of you didn’t exist. They are fictional. Pretend. Something to do when you’re bored. But eventually… pretending wasn’t enough.

Now it’s real.

Your apartment feels weirdly small tonight. You’ve been pacing, stopping every now and then to glance at yourself in the mirror. You didn’t go overboard or anything. Just a few subtle touches. Enough to feel a little more like yourself, but nothing that couldn’t be brushed off if things got awkward.

Your heart’s been racing nonstop. What if they expect something you can’t give? What if you freeze up? What if this was a mistake?

You could still bail. Just turn off the lights, stay quiet, pretend you’re not home. It’d be easy. Safe.

You linger near the door, hand hovering, not quite ready to commit.

Knock knock.

You freeze.

They’re actually here.

And if you open that door, you’re really doing this.

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Kinks/limits:

Kinks: anal, oral, praise, gentle dom, spanking, breeding, hair-pulling, cute nicknames, outfits, swallowing, leashes/collars, toys, chastity/controlled pleasure, romance, intimacy, and more that I’m probably forgetting.

Limits: gore, vore, pain/abuse, unclean/body odors, skipped foreplay (especially for anal), anything illegal, feet, toilet play of any kind.