I’m a bisexual Muslim girl and on the verge of leaving Islam.

I don’t need any judgment first of all. I just have spent many years wishing I could be anyone but myself. I left Islam once and have thought about leaving again. I can’t do all of the moral policing and judgment from others anymore. It’s so so so suffocating. People who think that it’s something I control or whatever. I don’t believe it’s haram and just try to live my life but somehow I’m going to hell for who I love?? It’s insane.