is it wrong to expect my friends to help me ?

so I'm going thro the worst time in my life and i make it known to my friends(2)that i have known for 8+yrs and my bf that i been with for a year and half , i just feel so upset and wanna hold grudge against them because all of them work and have stable life and here i am expecting them to help me (money wise ) because in my situation i really wish they could help me move out at least for few months til i get up on my feet , and they hear me vent a lot of times which i know is bad but even that don't help me anymore and i have changed so much my mental is so fcked but its feel like they don't care... i wanna make it out and never talk to them again or just never forgive them for this