ghosted someone… malasjuicy ba to ewan ko

so may nag dm sakin here on reddit and he told me he saw my post here on aj. we hit it off pretty quick but the conversation became a lot more genuine that night kahit i kept on teasing and flirting with him. it was funny kasi di nya inaacknowledge yung mga kalibugan na sinasabi ko which made me even hornier kasi bat ka nagpapakagood boy… kaso ayun napunta usapan namin abt interests and sobrang enjoy ko yung usapan namin as in. he kept telling me how cool i was and ang cool niya rin para sakin.

the second night, kumagat na siya sa pagiging freaky ko, he started dirty talking with me na & i sent a pic of my ass. he sent a pic of him hard and then a video. touched myself and ayun i got physically drained and told him na i might sleep na. plot twist, sumama loob niya kasi he felt used daw kasi tinulugan ko na lang siya after niya ko sendan ng vid. he opened up na he actually felt something genuine & yung feeling niya is parang naisahan lang. medyo nagulat ako kasi parang women in male dominated fields yung atake ko non. i apologized to him that night and then the next day, naging okay naman kami and he wants to meet me na daw soon. he keeps on calling me love & baby na rin. he also told me na kaya niyang i-set aside yung libog at form something genuine with me dahil di daw ako pang fubu. natakot lang ako kasi hindi ako handa sa ganon kaya blinock ko siya after kong sabihin na kakain lang ako. 😭 asshole move on my part but it was scarily too fast and hindi ako naghahanap ng something seryoso. felt rlly bad abt it cuz he’s so nice and i hope he finds someone with the same intentions as him.

and hello i’m literally a redditor posting in alasjuicy, it’s like asking for love from a prostitute. eme.

ewan ko ba kung balak niya lang ba ako ipasok sa maleta or nakawan kung natuloy mang magkita kami kaya nilolovebomb niya ako pero ayun sorry if u felt betrayed by me. but im here for a good time, not a long time.

if mababasa mo to, i’m so so sorry & u deserve so much more :(