Day 1 (again) of saying no to the snow.

I used to enjoy a nice evening of coke with a friend once every few months but over the last 4 weeks I've been going through almost a gram daily. My nose is wrecked and I've lost 5lbs from not eating, not to mention I've gone to work a few times with zero sleep the night before and doing lines throughout the day to keep me somewhat functional. I recognize that I'm spiraling and I need to take control of this and that is so much easier said than done. I hope I can do this. Wish me luck....I need it.